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[Nov. 15th, 2009|12:03 am] |
Hello again, i wonder if anyone is still reading this blog! Been going through a really tough period, and stressful life. Too much things happened at one go, making me even harder to blog about anything. Whether it's a happy or sad thing, i don't feel like blogging every single time.
I am feeling bored now, it's been ages since i last blogged properly. 4th chemo for mum, exams finished for me, starting 5days work next week at raffles place, hard to get sales cause gotta hit like 1000 to get my commission.
Life's quite meaningless, but at the same time important. I complained and hope that time pass faster during exam period, i hope time pass slower when i think of my mum. I hope time can stop now, or i will have the ability to revive people and put them into robots, like Astroboy. A copy of the real person, but better than nothing. Anyway, Astroboy is like way nicer than what i had expected. Cried quite a bit.
I still miss secondary, poly life and when i am very young life. Hate to admit, i am not mature enough to go through the life now. Uni life? EQ with people? Handling problems properly? My colleague tell me this is my turning point, and that god is just trying to make a joke on felinn so that i will be able to mature and release my potentials. When she told me this, i think i will rather god not make this joke on me and i rather be a loser throughout my life. This joke is kinda big to handle and is a joke on a really important life.
People will get sick of my never ending complains, i understand that not everyone will have empathy of what i'm going through. So i have learned to just complain once in a while, or rather not to complain so much. No point feeling sad and shit, emotions can't buy you shit.
I once told a rich relative, ' So what if you have money? Money can't buy you happiness and anything. Health and happiness are the most important thing that money can't buy.' It turns out, money is everything. With money you can really buy your health which in turn buy your happiness.
Gonna start to Work work work to earn more money money money. Getting slightly out of control lately. Keep having this mindset that eating healthy, being slim doesn't really help you to be healthier.
3Dec results are out. I just hope for a pass. I am gonna be really hardworking next semester, i know, that's what i would say every single time after my exams. In fact all of us will say that after our exams. HAHAHAz.
I am getting some serious lausai today, i wonder if the maid spit some saliva in my favourite food. Hmmm..
Alright ciaos people, gonna go watch my tao hua xiao mei. It's a freaking damn nice show, better than the retarded xing fu yu ang kang. Come on man, it's been like the same storyline going around with the qiao en or sth. Forever being a poor girl from the start, being used by some rich and handsome man and the rich guy will start to really fall in love with her (despite the fact that they already have a fiance) and then they get together after some serious obstacle. THE END. SICK or not, the storylines are freaking hell the same can. Zz.
BB people,
bad bad romance. |
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[Sep. 25th, 2009|12:14 am] |
Gotta stay united,
can't be so emo.
Unfair, unfair, unfair.
Can't sleep sleep sleeep.
I lovemomo. |
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[Sep. 18th, 2009|11:24 am] |
Better get prepared for something new. I can see bumpy road and mountains ahead.
I need money to drop from heaven.
I need more time to work.
I need more sleep.
I need more exercise.
I don't need unwanted evil.
I don't need dark clouds over my family.
I need sunshine over my family.
I love my family.
I need to slim down.
I need everyone to stay healthy.
I want everyone to be happy.
I want to be happy with everyone else
I don't want to live without my friends and family.
I don't want bad things to continue.
I only want angel, not devil.
I hate spending so much.
I hate being so spoilt.
I hate being so shy.
I hate being so slow in studies.
I hate people who lie.
I dislike my thoughts now. |
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